Helloooo! Okay so I have decided since I don’t think i’ll have enough footage for a vlog every single day that I’m just going to combine some days. Now I won’t do it for all of them but just the days I know i’ll be at work all day and can’t vlog. So thats what todays is about!! In day 3 I hung out with some friends in LA. That was a lot of fun, I didn’t vlog when I was actually there but none the less I had a great time lol. And then the next day I was just hanging out with my mom and then of course my girl court came around and we all went Christmas decor shopping. Can never have too many decorations for Christmas right?? Lol. It was fun. So yeah that is pretty much all I have for these ones. Enjoy!!↓↓

Vlogmas Day 2 is now up on my youtube channel!! It’s a chill one, all I did was go to work and then came home lol but my best friend came back in town!! We were all suppose to be getting the Christmas tree but that didn’t end up happening ): So we decided to do what we usually do.. went to TARGET. You might be seeing a lot of target runs in these vlogs because thats what we like to do when we have no other plans and I mean who doesn’t love target?? Lol. The rest of the night I just came home and hung out with my mom and thats pretty much it! I promise I have more stuff planned in future videos!! I want to make these vlogs fun! But I explain how most of them will be of me just going to work lol. I will force myself to go out and do stuff! Lol. Alright enjoy Day 2!↓↓

Happy D E C E M B E R everybody!!! Ahhhh I can’t believe we’re already here! The last month of the year!! And another one of my favorite months lol. Okay so you’re probably wondering what the heck “Vlogmas” is, I have youtubers that I love to watch and most of them do this thing called Vlogmas every year in the month of December. You basically Vlog every single day up until Christmas day. I love watching vlogs, so I thought it would be fun for myself to attempt it! I will say my editing… not the best, but its fun! Hopefully towards the end my editing skills are a little better lol. Vlogging makes you want to actually go out and do fun things and since I have some stuff planned for this month I figured hey why not. Im an awkward person so they might be cringy to watch and have a laugh! Plus you get to see a different side of me. The side that isn’t posing for pictures and writing behind a computer screen. Now if you follow me on instagram or snapchat (which you should) then you see that side of me a little bit. Vlogs are everyday life! I hope to continue Vlogging for next year! Who knows, we’ll see lol. Make sure you subscribe to my youtube channel to see all these vlogs! I haven’t decided if I should post them everyday on here or just keep it over on my youtube channel, let me know what you think!! Love you all, I can’t wait to share all the ideas I have for posts this month! But for now enjoy Day 1 of my Vlogmas!! 

High School, a place where it’s the “best years of your life” for most or for some it’s not. A place where you start “finding yourself”, again for most it is and for most it’s not. Now I’m not going to sit here and say I had the worst time ever but I didn’t have the best time either. When people ask me if I miss high school my answer is always no. I don’t miss it. I have kept this to myself for so long because I didn’t know how to put it into words and I didn’t know if people would understand. So here it goes, I was always the quiet one and honestly I didn’t have a lot of friends. You would think being a cheerleader (yes I was one lol) i’d have plenty of friends but for me that wasn’t the case. I had maybe 1 or 2 friends I would always talk to and hang out with at school. I never had that big group of friends. Thinking back to it now its crazy. I would come home and just feel sad and depressed. I would sit there and think why don’t people like me? Why am I the loner? Why don’t I have friends like my brothers? They always had a big group of friends and I envied that SO much. I never went to parties or was social. Not until my senior year, I wasn’t a cheerleader anymore so I didn’t have that. My one friend I was close to moved. I had a boyfriend this year so I had that. I would hang out with his group of friends and go to parties only because I was basically the tag along. They were never really my friends. I didn’t know who I was. I had got bullied a couple times. I never really found myself in high school I was still trying to figure that out. Once I had graduated I felt kind of a relief. I didn’t have to think about going back to that place but I was still worried, is this how my life is going to be when I get older? No friends? No, that is not the case. But I was stuck in this slump and fell into this dark place for a couple months. I didn’t end up going to college and I didn’t have a job so I felt alone. I didn’t know what I was doing with my life. Until beauty school happened. I had went to beauty school about a year after I graduated high school. I was nervous as hell. I didn’t think I would make any friends because thats how it was in high school but I was wrong. Going to beauty school was probably the best decision I had made for myself. I met some amazing people there. We were all there for the same reason so it was nice too finally talk to people who understand you. It was nice to finally have people to hang out with and they actually enjoyed your company. But as I had said I didn’t realize what I was going through back in my high school days until about a year ago. Who I was then is not who I am now. I have definitely become a better version of myself. I let go of high school friendships I had thought cared about me but I was wrong. I have the most amazing group of friends right now in my life. Whether they are co workers, my friends that have been with me through thick and thin and those who I have just become close with in the last couple years. YOU ALL KNOW WHO YOU ARE. It is so nice to have people who get you. People that are easy to talk to and I can be myself around and have a good laugh with. I don’t open myself up to a lot of people but I have found those who I can. They are all just as crazy as me and I love it lol. You live, learn and grow every single day. If you or someone you know is going through the same thing right now just know it ALWAYS gets better. I feel like I am in a good place right now, yeah I have my days but who doesn’t? We’re all human. Find your passion and do something you love because it can open so any doors. The older you get the more aware you become and the more you know what your worth and who you want in your life. Its okay to be that person who doesn’t have those high school “friends”. Make friends with people who actually care about you and enjoy your company. I don’t know if any of this had made any sense and I don’t know how many of you will understand and I didn’t make this post for anyone to feel “sorry” for me. I want people to know that you are not alone.

XO

Hello Hello Hello beautiful people!! Long time no see lol. Lets just all ignore the fact that I have been MIA okay!? I do apologize but here is a new post for you all today! About a week ago I got the time off of work and spent my weekend in Huntington Beach, which was so relaxing. I had planned on taking a ton more pictures during this trip for this blog post but I got so caught up with enjoying my time with family, but I did get a few pictures here and there. I have never stayed out in Huntington before so it was quite the experience and omg the hotel we stayed in was absolutely BEAUTIFUL and so modern. I was very lucky. I titled this post GOODBYE SUMMER because hello we are in S E P T E M B E R already!!!! Which means fall is here obviously! So enjoy this little post and get ready for some F A L L post coming up(;

XO

Outfit Details and Links

Top//Forever21

Jeans//H&M (similar)

Sandals//Kohls

Backpack//Forever21

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There was a little strip mall outside of the hotel we stayed in so of course we had to look around. The outfit above is what I wore that day, cute and comfortable.. my go to haha. There was a lot of little stores there and a bunch of food places to choose from!

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Outfit Details and Links

Jean Jacket//Forever21

T-Shirt Dress//H&M

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PS. I also never bothered to do my hair all weekend so don’t mind how frizzy my hair looks in all of my pictures lol.

There was a mini winery inside of the hotel, like who has that?? Lol, we didn’t have time to go to it but I had to take a picture. 

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Now it takes a lot for me to post this picture of myself in my bikini on here but its all about C O N F I D E N C E people!!! So the whole weekend we were there it was overcast but of course the last day we had there it was nice and sunny lol. So my mom and I had to take advantage and lay out on the beach for a little, now just for being out in the sun for only 1 hour I got a gnarly sun burn cause Im so pale hahah. But thats okay. A much needed get away and I enjoyed every moment of it. 

Bathing suit is from Forever21 but I couldn’t find the link):

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